Queue the Mission Impossible music please- (you can thank me later for having that stuck in your head all day.)My company has had the brilliant idea to stick Tom (I need meds myself) Cruise all over the damn building. Everywhere I go there he is. He stares out at me blankly in full Ethan of Mission Impossible mode. I sometimes wonder if I'm hallucinating. The purpose of his face being plastered everywhere? We're having a security fair coming up and what could be better than T.C. on a sign that says- Spies Among Us? Ooh clever, clever. There's a clean up needed in hall N-4 as I have just puked again after being bombarded with T.C. for the 15th time today. … [Read more...]

I'm having a not so good day today which really pisses me off. I just want a ho-hum average day but that never seems to happen anymore. If work is dull then all hell breaks loose in my personal life, and vice versa. So work is ok, it's just a little crazy which is not bad as compared to the ton 'o' crazy that it can be. My printer just ran out of paper. I replaced it. It didn't read that it had paper. So I fixed it again. I realize the outer shell of the printer is heinously dirty. Ick. Must clean. My mind is all awhirl though with work plus personal issues and I'm feeling a little insensed. As I turn around in a frenzy a plaque I have flies off it's shelf. Was I near the shelf? Nope. It has landed on the floor and broken. Very strange indeed. And more than a little creepy.If I … [Read more...]

Mildly disturbing? I think. I'm talking about the fact that if you type in Tori Spelling's name on ebay you will find a ton of her clothes. Some really cute things at very nice prices. Yet it is disturbing because she's selling the stuff to furnish a $40,000 nursery she is designing. WHAT?! Excuse Miss but you have no money now supposedly so don't you think the money you are raising should go towards say... mortgage or car payments. Since supposedly you can't even buy a tiny LA apartment (sniff sniff), at least according to your friends who are willing to speak to the tabloids about you. Let's also not forget the fact that Tori claims she is not pregnant. I guess you never know when you'll need a nursery though so better to be prepared than not? I find that mildly disturbing too. … [Read more...]

Nothing of note went on this weekend. I worked late Friday, which was not fun. I'm not even going to get into what went on at work but it culminated in H having to "talk me down" from the ledge I was on. The ledge of I'm about to leave this joint for good. Not pleasant. Getting home I had that disturbing J.T. run-in. But home was nice, peaceful. I was tired but it was nice to be home. H had made dinner and the whole family gathered around our under the table. T.D. had just conquered new territory or something and was in a fine mood. Happy to see her Mom too I think. I spent a majority of Saturday cleaning, oh the fun of that. T.D. likes to hang out in the various rooms I'm in checking out my dusting techniques. H worked all day. We had dinner with some friends who just moved to … [Read more...]

I hope you're listening.Sexy Back[Verse 1] I'm bringing sexy back Them other boys don't know how to act I think you're special what's behind your back So turn around and I'll pick up the slack Take em' to the bridge [Bridge] Dirty babe You see these shackles Baby I'm your slave I'll let you whip me if I misbehave It's just that no one makes me feel this way The other day I was stuck in traffic. What else is new around here? I turned on the radio thinking I need something to take my mind off this mess. Normally I listen to NPR or some talk radio. If I get lost in the subject time flies by as I yell at the radio. This day however I was sick of hearing about war, poverty, and everything else that is wrong with the world today. I needed music. A little happy relief. I tune it in to the … [Read more...]

You Are BatmanBillionaire playboy by day. Saving the world by night.And you're not even a true superhero. Just someone with a lot of expensive toys!What Superhero Are You?You're Totally SarcasticYou sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.How Sarcastic Are You? … [Read more...]

My life feels so repetetive right now. It's not the get up, go to work, drive home, go to bed repetetive though that is in there daily. It's the wake up EVERY hour EVERY night thing that is going on in our house. Since Sunday T.D. has decided that a simple 12 hour rule is not adequate enough. Oh no. Now she's taken it to a new level of servitude. Now she wants H and I at her beck and call all 24 hours of the day. As I said earlier this week, I can only guess she's teething. I'm not going to assume it because we all know what that does. Ha Ha... I'm so tired I almost found that funny.Last night, was the worst it went a little something like this:8:45 p.m.: H says, "I'm tired, let's go to bed." T.D. has been in bed almost an hour. Sound asleep looking like the precious baby that she is. … [Read more...]

Last night I had another therapy session. I was supposed to think of something that we hadn't already discussed. I have spent the last two weeks trying to think of something and I did. But, I didn't particularly want to talk about it. So it was nice when my therapist prefaced our meeting with, "If you haven't thought of anything new, that's ok." Whew! Good. Except that I felt the need to bring it up anyway. I'm not going into it as it's just too personal really and requires way too much explanation. It's just an issue I've never discussed with ANYONE. Ha, too personal, and I parade my everyday life and PPD issues out here like nothing. Suffice to say we talked and it helped. Enough said. I did get into the guilt issue again which made me cry. That's normal she said. Wow- good … [Read more...]

Yeesh, it's bad when you wake up in the dead of night to attend to your crying child and as you stumble back to bed Jessica Simpson's horrible new song, A Public Affair starts playing in your head. That's what happened to me last night. I heard that damn song on the radio last night and apparently my sleep addled brain was just awake enough to remember that. Greeeaat. I hate that song. I heard some DJ compare her to Madonna yesterday and I almost ruined my car's upholstery by vomiting up my morning toast. Madonna? Excuse me what? I DON'T think so. Has the Ms. Ex-Lachey reinvented herself ever? If you count not wearing red pleather anymore a new image then I guess, but come on! Her music sucks! It's beyond lacking creativity. I would rather listen to classic 70s southern rock … [Read more...]

Coincidentally last night was the regular viewing night for that awful show- Two and a Half Men. I'm scanning the channels and it's just started. Scene one- Charlie Sheen is in ... you guessed it! Khaki shorts. These have cargo side pockets. How creative. I flip through some more channels and ten minutes later just for giggles I flip back to the dreaded two man show. He's wearing shorts again! I wonder if it's a Sheen thing or if the wardrobe person for the show just really hates him and knows he has knobby knees and chicken legs and it's their personal joke each week. Either way it's enough! The man needs some pants! While flipping through the networks I stop on H's fave show- Hell's Kitchen. One of the characters utters this line- He's dead to me. I just stopped. I mean Come … [Read more...]